Good day there?

@smallasapanda - im answering your comment first because it made me laugh. Alot. Mainly the saggy thing xD And my grandparents own a big farm there so I will be there doing farmy things and exercising alot, yay!

Ballarat is the closest place I can think of from the farm and that's still a fair drive lol.

@anna - Im not sure if I answered your comment already but good luck on your goal.

@ toomi - wow I didn't know there was such a thing. What does the container look like? Im interested xD

Okay so just activated my new phone. Finally. It's been sitting in its box for 6 months. Actually probably more like nine months but you get the point. There's a to do crossed off the list.

I also haven't had a smoke today. My last smoke was yesterday and I am officially quiting. Mann im craving a smoke so bad. Like so bad.

Okay now onto the main part of my life... food. That's so sad to say bu true.

Today I have had:

Breakfast: Flame grilled BBQ chicken cupasoup -122

Lunch: 1 egg - 78

Will have for dinner:

1 egg - 78

5 broad beans -80

Total: 358 cal

I might have already said this but im staying under 400 calories a day. I don't deserve to eat more yet alone prep myself for a binge by eating more.

Im going to see waht it would cost to move out. I need to move out for uni in about 4 years. I know it's a long time away but it gives me something to do.

Stay strong and well if you can :)

back finally

I am back from the camping trip. I tried a few things I haven't eaten before and I actually like them. Duck eggs for instance. I had one for breakfast this morning before the hour and a half hike up (which involved having to climb over trees, crawl under trees, hop rocks etc... it buggered me) I am going to google the calories.

We also had alcohol, alot of alcohol which... has calories. Stupid me forgot alcohol has calories in it and now im... in the 47 kilograms range. Blehh. Tomorrow I can make up for it.

We tried fishing with gummy worms, blowing up bottles on the fire, madly hunting down mozzies and of course swimming in rapids. It was the best few days I have ever had.

Tomorrow im going to have:

1 egg for breakfast (78)

1 egg for lunch (78)

1 egg for dinner (78)

1/4 cup brown rice (67.75)

Total: 301.75

Plus walking up and down the goat track 3 times which will burn about 200 calories (im under-etimating) so my net total will be 101.75 calories.

I shall do the goat track daily and will have my calorie intake under 400 a day from now on because... I lost control... I don't deserve more food than that.

Oh and a good note... my girlfriend gave me my six month anniversary present early. It's gorgeous. It's a bracelet (white gold) with a detailed flowery heart that is made to look like a locket. I normally don't like that stuff but it is amazing. And she re-affirmed that she want's to stay with me till we get old. I got butterflys for the second or third time in my life.

I will post again tomorrow :)

Now off to read your blogs.

And holy shit I was going through my last post to see if I missed anything and I realised I actually lost weight since then...

Im still shitty. I should be in the 46's. Still going with what I said and sticking to it.

Smallasapanda - My friend has a 36 hectare backyard which is hills and rivers and bush so we went to the campground there. Took five bloody hours to get there because her brother got us lost >.> Good exercise though. And your comment is so true. We are planning to camp again. Probably Februaryish though because im going to victoria in January. 

SORRY! I even used caps >.>

Im going out to the middle of woop woop to camp with friends and my girlfriend. This is going to fail epicly but what can you do? So for the next 3-4 days I wont be posting.

Plus im almost 48kg now because me being an absolute dick got high again last night to get over my cone-over. Killer munchies much.

When I come back I will have lost weight... if not then theres a strict exercise regime coming into play.

:)