Intake. Dissapointed

1 hashbrown - 300

1 fried egg - 100

1 piece kiwi - 10

1 piece banana - 30

1 strawberry - 5

2 piece rockmelon - 15

pasta - 200

cupasoup - 122

Total: 782 Calories

It's only 2:45pm so I will have other stuff most likely. If I need to snack im going for the fruit in the fridge. Might even have that for dinner. Processed food makes me feel icky but it's like an addiction. >.<

It scares me and repulses me but I eat it. Im so stupid.

Oh wow my plan is actually working for once

Ok so usually the little eating plans I come up with don't work but this one is. It's awesome. Im now proudly down to 47.4kg. Which is 0.6 of a pound.

So I seem to be losing 0.3kg a day which is fine by me.

I need to go get ready for breakfast bleck so I will be on here in a little bit :)

And I will reply to your comment Acka11 and thank you for following :)

oh my fucking god oh holy metabolism I love you

1 yoghurt -150

bbq chicken mi goreng noodles - 420

1 banana -120

1 yoghurt -150

small bit of chocolate - 300 (over-estimate)

rice (brown and white) - 300

broad beans - 320

mint jelly (on the rice) -100

Total: 1860

 

HOLY FUCK!

 

Okay so 5/8 of that was healthy and one was a condiment so only 2 unhealthy foods there but holy crap that's alot of calories. I haven't eaten that much on a non binge day in forever. Excuse me for a second I have to run to the scale while trying to breathe deeply.Holy fuck im still 47.7kg. How the hell is that possible?

 

Metabolism, metabolism, metabolism... i love you dearly. Tomorrow morning I have to eat breakfast with the family because relatives we havent seen in ages are coming over. Im going to eat something (even though I got given the choice not to eat) and that something will be eggs hopefully -and by eggs I mean full eggs xD-

 

Now im paranoid im going to gain in my sleep. Bleck.

 

Oh and no cigarette cravings all day xD

 

Toomi - Thanks for your comment :) I have tried quiting smoking before but back then I wasn't addicted so it was easy plus five years isn't an easy habit to give up. (Yes i started when I was 12, backhand me!) But I think I can manage it and I even wrote down today's date in my book as the date I quit smoking. Congradulations on the year smoke free, that's amazing :) Now I have even more encouragement and motivation to do it :)

 

Smallasapanda - Yeah I don't eat much saturated fat at all thank god. Minus those noodles im sure they had a tonne. If I eat them again it will just be the plain noodles and the flavoring should bring it down to about 200 calories. Lmao now I have eaten alot. It's mainly healthy food though so atleast it's not junk food.

 

Thank you for your comments toomi and smallasapanda. You guys make me look foreward to blogging :)