Good on you... 1000 calories in total you fat pig. God... im glad I didn't put on weight from it. Spent a fair bit of time moving and walking so hopefully I burnt a fair amount of it off and I don't gain. Blehh.
Still 47.2kg. That makes me want to get a knife and cut all my fat off and shave my head to lose a bit more weight. When I hit 45 I wont be happy but I wont feel as disgusted. Liar, you know you will, you felt this bad when you were 40kg.
This sucks, this perpetual cycle. Gloom and doom. Doom and gloom.
Tomorrow I have to do better. I can't give my body the chance to gain weight. I will have to be a social recluse. They are all trying to make me fatter. Can't they see that im already obese?
Call me a whiner I don't care. This is my body, I think it's disgusting. You dont have to see it or read this.
I apologise for the downer post.
The one next morning will be better.
After my exercises tonight I WILL lose weight.
P.S : Im sorry if I offended anyone, I love all the readers for taking time out of their day to read my thoughts :)
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